November 27th. DAY 3

Today, I got a call from the director I worked with before.

He asked how my script work was going.

I replied that I was constantly thinking about which way to write my script.

Other than that, I talked to him about the deailed information and concerns about the script.

The longer I got on the phone with him, I got more and more anxious.

Because I felt that I was talking too much.

And yet I couldn't stop talking. I often make these mistakes.

No, actually, I repeat the same mistake every time.

I can't stand a moment of silence.

How long on earth am I going to repeat this stupid regret?

People say that if they know their fault, the can fix it, but I know my fault but I can't fix it.

It's what makes me suffer.

 

In addition to this mistake, I made a few more mistakes today.

But what can I do. It's already happened.

I think all these wrong choices happened because I didn't even got four hours of sleep. 

I want to sleep well tonight. I have an important meeting tomorrow. I want to make a smart choice.